A HELL OF A WISH

Here is a wish, a resolution, an affirmation
may wholeness blossom beyond any tradition
the salvation is in worthy utilization of habit
taking it to the level of creative regeneration
evolution needs a change from cyclical repeat.

May there be total transparency on planet Earth
truth at all levels; explicit, crystal clear, for real
an extra sensory aptness in place, wide open
let us read each others minds, without judging
an understanding of deep feeling we are hoping.

Should there be total chaos as a consequence
may it be contained until real change takes place
so far, big fish eating the small has been the game
the strong nurturing the weak may not be the same
but affirmation persists; "let us realize our true place".

PARADOX

I do not know whose scheme this is
an eternal cycle of beginning and end
that between feeling and form
there should be this interchange.
The bound searching after freedom
while freedom is asking to be housed 
in the secure confinement of the bound.

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A reluctant faith approaching an unknown fate
after all, the universe is unfolding as it should 
worse things may happen for the best reasons 
there is an inevitable balance in the opposites
catch a smooth surf with the flow of the grain
at the razor's edge of the inner and the outer
loony~loop the eight in quantum infinite ways
cycles within cycles moving in limitless circles
whatever will be will be, why count your days?.

LETTER

Having carefully read your letter
irony is at the heart of this matter 
far too hot to eat out of this platter 
biting time with stupendous chatter 
may be for the worse or for the better
what we have here is a stark reminder
we are going under because of blunder
why not try to be kinder with each other.

KISMET

Ardor is subtle when taken in alertly
with purity, virtuously, full heartedly
alongside passion comes vulnerability
should it crumble there will be no pity
romance in bloom, such is pure delight
must cherish beloved, hold on to it tight
faith is delicate can be abstracted by fate
so intense but fragile, should treat it right.

LUCID DIVINATION

I jumped out of a crazy dream
my heart beating way too fast
I have arrived here going past
what is present was seen last.

A snowball rolling down a slope
picking up speed, accelerating
gaining size, growing and glowing
swallowing everything on it's path.

Suddenly an amazing thing happened
since I had been running out of time
I automatically stretched the momentum
while more speed was being gathered.

A latent potent dream kicked into action
I was traveling in time through a suction
back and forth in a moment of a fraction
what I saw was the future, not just fiction.

Manifesting instant as my eyes opened
the dream that I had just experienced
protruded with the hardened landing
ahead of me in a projected standing.

I caught up with an envisioned future
unfolding beneath this lucid dream
a reversal of a 'de ja vu' manifesting
while I am being in the here and now.

Where I shall be arriving in due course
I have already adopted as my resource
which is the basis of such a discourse
since I took a peek into a future source.








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BOGUS POKUS

The grotesque vision of a life's discarded reverie

alienated from the cultural root, wanting to be free

holding on to the body, eyes wide open but can't see

the soul has taken to ether, yet the mind won't let it be

paradox in action, clinging to genetic memory tenaciously

psyche striving for change, as the ghost persists imminently

the spirit rising in anticipation but unable to leave permanently

such a state of disturbance to be handled with kid gloves, gently.

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THE RIGHT THING

Reason - Loving the right thing.
Purpose - Seeking the right thing.
Intelligence - Distinguishing the right thing.
Wisdom - Questioning the right thing.
Knowledge - Understanding the right thing.
Morality - Feeling the right thing. 
Righteousness - Being the right thing.
Ethics - Doing the right thing.

In search of the right thing;
first you eliminate all the wrong things
then you illuminate the remaining.

PATHETIC PROPHETIC

Power hungry psychopaths still remain in control
although they have no clue they are standing tall
what goes up in an instant is bound to take a fall
let us hope this will not be the undoing of us all.

ALONE NOT LONELY

Let us face it, we arrive alone and we depart on our own
meanwhile, if we are fortunate, we shall not be lonely.
Life on Earth with loving friends and family is precious,
money is also a major factor, so is health, love and luck.
The things we encounter are chances, our experiences.
For most people life is survival, only a minority are free
to live happily with success and prosperity is a blessing.
Some dare escape, most out of fear, few have the courage
however many folk will say there is meaning in their lives.
Most people can only take their cues from outside sources,
fortunate are those who have a flame burning deep inside.

IN ANTICIPATION

One eyebrow raised higher than the other

we do not wish to take this matter further

unless one has the will power, why bother

either we shall vanish or become tougher.

Must reconsider values make adjustments

stakes can be lowered, the course altered

a new person reborn with mind wide open

might as well be the marvel one is hoping.

NECK ON LINE

Neck on line
on the spot
choking
throat
wrestling
with word
while silent
advocate
in waiting
before
adversary
in cold blood
unsettling
hard issue
at chopping block
with bulging eyes
patronizing
the underdog
dogmatic despot
pressing the point
while the anarchist
passing a joint
give or take
what the heck
lying on deck
extended neck
a bit of a wreck
take it like a nam
wash it down
with prayer and rum
as though it was
just like a new year
not just in matter
but for the better
so long alligator
see you later.

FREE PLAY

To play is to listen to the inner force
that wants to take form and rejoice
It needs no reason, no planning
It is a joyful expression of self.
Play is innocent, play is fun
like our early experiences
prior to conditional games
before the trophies arrived
as toddlers we could just go
'WWwvvhhhhooopppppppaaaa'
full heartedly from the gut level
through the path of least resistance
no fears, no reluctance no holding back
where unconditional freedom takes effect.

KING OF HEARTS

Wide open, transparent
in perilous positioning
a naively trusting
ill fated casualty
sitting on nails 
carrying large scars
in forced indifference 
with nonchalant eyes 
where invisible tears
would be hard to trace.
Walking a tightrope
with just the hope
of getting a deal
out of a deck
stuffed with jokers
and wild cards.
For as long as
the queen of hearts
is somewhere in there
don't matter where
shuffling is fun
once it is done
just laying back
cutting the deck
what the heck
one might still
get a break.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT

Some worshippers have their faith well polished
as they tend to prayers to wash away their sins
with hands raised up, words through dumb lips 
not understanding the meaning of what it means.

Most believers are waning, wanting and begging
only few are humbly thankful, simply affirming
there is the odd vindicator ranting and cursing
demanding satisfaction, grudgingly negating.

I have not been a worshipper, not even of self
the only faith I have is in regards to the truth
which is sometimes well disguised, obscured
a surmise of the ambiguous need be secured.

LEFTOVER

A sense of dedication, devotion and loyalty
there is no obligation to unconditional love
willing to go the distance without any doubt
belonging to a lover is what love is all about
it is the thrill of the experience, not the clout.
The more the loving the happier is the feeling
at the end of the line, the harder is the leaving.
The value of life, well established at the source
would crumble apart if was put in place by force
wishing the most is the best of something worse
memories are left over when life takes it's course.

SPAN

A repose amongst fleeting visions
in an interval, a moment, an instance
in a flash it goes, as though it never was
but something was captured, an impression
which alters perception, accordingly in quantum
what appears is only relative to instantaneous capture
infinite possibilities are instigated in a moment's rapture.

SPIN

Lucid dreaming versus daydreaming
one facing down, the other facing up
when lying on the surface of the water
turning over from one side to another
spinning like a coin, from head to tail
all this time staying consciously aware
a coalescing of the inner and the outer
the higher the climb, the deeper a dive
turn it around, hover over the ground
the road below leads to worlds beyond.

AT THE RAZOR'S EDGE

At the Razor's Edge
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Reluctant faith flickering within unknown fate
after all the universe is unfolding as it should 
the worst things happen for the best reasons 
'Quel sera sera' whatever will might as well be
there is a prevailing balance in opposite parts
catch a smooth surf with the flow of the grain
a worm-hole between the inner and the outer
the loony~loop of the 8 quantum infinite ways
circles within cycles, moving in endless circles
at an open sided quest miracles may manifest.

LUCID DIVINATION

A moment of solidity amongst fleeting visions

single pointed focus providing spotless clarity

a smothering of passage as pressures are lifted

quantum perception is realized in crystal clarity

the mind is cleared of clutters, parasites removed

shrouded memories are under total transparency

diving to psychic depth in single pointed manner

surfing the mystic waves with insightful awareness

the stage is now set for viewing an invisible vision

harnessing the cryptic cipher out of the darkness.

SINK HOLES OF THE MIND

Unnerving memories have surfaced fresh
as my skin was being peeled from my flesh
painstakingly, not a drop of blood was spilled
would be kosher had I been consequently killed
there was no hunger there, just possessive greed
bite marks have been left all over the leftover feed
such an ambiguous treat, despite a reasonable need.

EYE PLAY

The puppet had two eyes! 
To the ordinary person 
a right and a left eye, 
to you and me and to all 
makers and discoverers
an interior and exterior eye,
to those who demand
further information...
an eye which saw from
the tip of his nose
to the distant stars,
another eye which saw
what was within...
from what was
at the tip
of his memory
to the sparkle
deep in his dreams.
As for the puppet
to him there was
just one eye,
the meeting point
of two cycles
where horizons curve
into each other,
where the eye
is the sparkle
and the sparkle
a star.
In this eye was depicted
cultivated potentials
the meaning of
a never ending search,
fulfillment
contentment
tranquility.
As the passing years
carved wrinkles
into his face
the eyes would get
closer to each other
until the day
when
right at the center
of his forehead
where his eyebrows met
the eyes would eclipse
and like a cyclone
the puppet would make
'enormous sounds of joy'.

NECK ON LINE

I have been sticking my tongue out
this is what the spoken word is about
'freedom of expression' have no doubt.
Ass is exposed, the neck is on the line
which is a human right, yours and mine
must take some chances, which is fine
don't have to be loud, no need to shout
to speak out one does not need a push
neither does a poet beat around a bush
no need to rush, might end up in trash.

FLIP-FLOP

This verse is written in reverse
in a world of utmost pretense
the contrary is what makes sense
there is no need to take offence.

Universities swindle knowledge
the legal system obstructs justice
money is the cause of poverty
doctors casually disrupt health.

Governments suppress freedom
the media distorts information
patriotism is stifling humanity
religions eradicate spirituality.

Somewhat absurd this does sound
certitude is nowhere to be found
the sky has fallen to the ground
there must be a way to get around.

PARTICIPANTS

The act of sharing can be utterly thriving
with the sincere intention of contributing
fervent giving instigates instant receiving
a mirth of life is occurring here and now 
working can also be as joyful as playing
when we allow our hidden dreams shine
we could reach out and touch the divine
this life we are sharing suits us just fine
even though it is neither yours nor mine.

ENIGMATIC EXPOSURE

In poetry the feeling comes way before the seeing starts
In painting it is the seeing that opens the heart to feeling
Inspiration is a source that leads the way to creative being 
When I am completely immersed in the spur of the moment
With intuition as the guide rather than premeditated intention
I can inherently submerge into the depth of lucid transparency
Where visions appear briskly in an ardent ambience of cognition.

IF YOU CATCH MY DRIFT

I was drifting in my dream when the current took me

I did not resist the flow, in a manner of wait and see

when it comes to the crunch, I just need the energy

to snap out of a situation that won't render me free

but to what purpose, what end and to what degree

is irrelevant when it comes down to my right to be

naturally me, as pure and unwary as simply a tree.

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-- X --

Why, why...
Oh why 
bother to deny 
all that has been 
laid by you so far.
You have after all
the makings
of a specimen
which has
a track record
displayed
as a string of lies
played
like a violin
over
and over again
till...
there is
no more
strings
attached.
From now on
you are my
--- X ---
this is
--- Y ---
I M
who
I M.

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APPARITION

Inside the brain where intelligence resides of some kind
in a visceral place consciousness is received by the mind
underlying the surface, beyond boundaries one may find
an invisible presence unaware of the fate which may bind
a ghostly being whose existence is only seen by the blind
the conjured creature finally surfaced after a steady grind.

LUCKY TREET

On a table of roulette a fast feast has been laid
the famished being offered a great deal of bait
by means of the wheel spin a spurious promise
losers who eat with their eyes, digest in demise
until they are wiped out as the oracle could tell
predicting just about all that is about to prevail
bettors better not push their luck to hit the nail.

HINT

Honey coated vanity, food for insanity
it serves to disseminate this life's irony
best things in life are free, go hug a tree
when the air is pure, the water crystal clear
time to wake up my dear, the beloved is here 
a slight indication of fear might blind the seer.

BLOOD OF A PUPPET

When the stone sheds heavy tears 
then shall emerge the fallen one 
upon itself who seems to feed 
snake swallowing its own tail 
rattled with intimate venom
a spider is crying out loud
for its own measure
of pain and pleasure
a scorpion circled with fire
commits suicide in the dire
it should be clear in a while
out in the open and for sure
who is rotten and who is pure
you can not be force-fed any day
wake up puppet, wake up and play!